He surprisingly grins, a little flash of something that may be insanity behind the gesture; at the very least, it's a complete disregard for anything about himself. "I don't know if you have much of a choice there, if you decide to take me for your plan."

He huffs, no harshness behind it, leaning back.

"Guess we'll see if they're all as big of an asshole."

But really, he wants to see Bobby and Cas again.

Even if they hate him.

He just... needs to see they're okay.

"One step at a time. Go to sleep, man."