"S'not the end. Books don't say The End at the bottom and then keep on going." In case you were wondering if parts of Sam's old self were in-tact, there you go. He uses his hand to brush against the wall, for support in case he decides to suddenly faceplant. Being upright is a bit dizzying, now that he's been on his feet for a bit. Then again, he did very recently die. So there's that. "I was... dead. Got killed in a camp. Lucifer — he brought me back."
He's not sure if he's glad that he did. But it wouldn't change what the devil was doing to the world... would it have? No, he'd die, and people would die after him. His death didn't exactly fix anything. He swallows hard. "I'd wondered... if... if letting him possess me... then trying to take control long enough to use the colt... if that'd work. I don't know if Dean's considered it, but if we're gonna use me as bait and we're dead if it fails, I thought..."
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"S'not the end. Books don't say The End at the bottom and then keep on going." In case you were wondering if parts of Sam's old self were in-tact, there you go. He uses his hand to brush against the wall, for support in case he decides to suddenly faceplant. Being upright is a bit dizzying, now that he's been on his feet for a bit. Then again, he did very recently die. So there's that. "I was... dead. Got killed in a camp. Lucifer — he brought me back."
He's not sure if he's glad that he did. But it wouldn't change what the devil was doing to the world... would it have? No, he'd die, and people would die after him. His death didn't exactly fix anything. He swallows hard. "I'd wondered... if... if letting him possess me... then trying to take control long enough to use the colt... if that'd work. I don't know if Dean's considered it, but if we're gonna use me as bait and we're dead if it fails, I thought..."
He sighs.
"I don't know. I wish I could fix this."