Sam Winchester

FLEETJOURNAL.TXT

Sun, 22 Apr 2018 09:53:00 GMT

INTRODUCTION: WRITTEN BY NIGHTINGALE

DECEMBER 2015 — ARSLAE

No thank you, I'll stay in-town.

My first arrival was Arslae, as the navigation systems so helpfully pointed out. Beautiful landscapes and apparently an important point of trade, but the climate is cold and difficult to maneuver. Roughly earth-sized, icy, lacking in a lot of typical plant life. Lots of fuzzy creatures and glacier-like structures. Natives hunt with more traditional tools, so there's not much in the way of advanced weaponry. Snow falls every few days. Most of my time here was honestly staying near a fire; not a fan of snow. Arslae requires fuzzy hoods and boots for sure. Nothing huge happened here with regards to the Atroma or fleet.

Pictured: salt mines and shoe eaters.

NOTES:

• Buildings made of ice??? Some built into the ice cliffs, interesting carvings.

• Races: Surrit (hybrids of older species), human settlers est'd later on. Some look pretty human minus a few oddities, some have fur, bat-like faces. Surritt are pretty resistant to the cold. Migrant populations exist, too, like Nunnilis (blue skin).

• Salt is planet's main resource. A-thank-you.

• Amazing temples; Temples of Abeo, Accendo, and Adsum.

• Surprisingly advanced tech for food and medical.

FEBRUARY 2016 — FS STARLIGHT

A few weeks after Arslae, uneventful up until we reached the FS Starlight, a massive space station

I've heard of these 'Calibrations' that happened before I arrived off-hand. Memory-sharing... not my cup of tea. Glad I missed that boat. Also, we're getting way over capacity for the ships in the fleet; a lot of people have resorted to sleeping on couches. Really. No word from our glorious leaders on this matter; a few weeks after Arslae, and the 'Atroma' are still radio silent. Diamond and Beau are our hosts, but I haven't personally interacted with them.

UPDATE: For some reason and against our will (shocking), we've been told we're delivering cargo for the Atroma (nothing on the over-capacity ships of course).

DIAMOND AUDIO TRANSCRIBED: "Thank you all for agreeing to deliver this important cargo to our associates on the HS Maldua. Once all packages are deposited, unopened and unharmed, the contract will be considered complete and you will receive your payment!"

But why.

Ships all had crates full of bubblegum on them. Yeah. Bubblegum. Lab support and engineering worked on scanning to avoid triggering any defense mechanisms, and that was what we were met with. I personally received the fine print for the damn thing, talking about monetary compensation for our efforts. We also received a map of the HS Maldua, where we were expected to drop off these heavily guarded gumballs. Guess we should figure out what the hell are up with these. The FS Starlight is bright, dazzling, and overall a lot like you'd imagine Vegas in space would feel like. It's also a 'Forum Station' where people can safely exchange political agendas and general goods. It's twenty-four towers held by a large ring; whoever built this place, pat themselves on the back. Pretty crowded, lot of humanoids passing through. The traffic here is heavy and gives LA a run for its money for sure.

NOTES:

• Lots of work opportunities: revolving door of employees, week-to-week contracts, etc. Cargo shuttling to taxi driving to bar-tending, you name it.

• How many clubs does a place need?

• Dark underbelly, careful where you go; kidnapping, black market, the works.

UPDATE: We were marked as carrying unauthorized cargo and they froze our accounts. #$%^. What's with these gumballs?

UPDATE 2: A ship has popped up into the fleet called the Blameless. Maybe because we barely have any room on this damn fleet lately.

Either way, that's a good name I guess, because all my blame goes solely to the Atroma.

MARCH 2016 — The Sickly Moon

(work in progress notes:)
Gumball conclusion 03-06-2016
The Sickly Moon 3/24/16
Sickly Moon Pt. II 4/12/16
Sickly Moon Pt. III 05-22-2016
The Singing Planets 06-23-2016
PLOT - AFTER SINGING PLANETS 08-02-2016
PLOT FOLLOW-UP POST 8-12-2016
The Tri-Faction Star System 8-15-16
DRIFT WEEK 9-17-16
The Lagan Star System 10-06-16
The Lagan System Pt. II 10-12-16
The Lagan System Pt. III 10/18/16
the translation 11-28-2016
The Hotel Corona 12-07-2016
Shapes in clouds - 1-3-2017
The Raid - 1/13/17
The Safe Haven 1/15/17
Glitch issues | 2/1/17
The Rew System 2/6/17
Glitch issues stop - 3/1/17
Mafik, the Water Planet (deep waters) 3/3/17 | 3/17/17
Drifting | rumors | 4/1/17
The Corbius System 4/14/17
Formally Invited - 5/4/17
THE HEIST / IMPORTANT INFO | 5/12/17
Heist results - 5/14/17
CALIBRATIONS PRE-PLOT INFO (here)
CALIBRATIONS june 9th - july 9th 2017
MORE CALIBRATIONS SHIT jun 21st 2017
CALIBRATIONS WRAP-UP july 9th 2017
The Kayanni System 7/20/17
Eyuzi System 9/1/17
Lyuku - meteor horror 9/15/17
lato'li system part 1 10/13/17
comms restored 10/23/17
lato'li system: phase two, start! 11/6/17
drifting away again 11/26/17
The Selvin-9 System - 12/10/17
Shinda BR-10 System - 1/25/18
The Lone Breaker System - 3/9/18
Lone Breaker system pt. ii - 3/25/18
ending to system - 4/14/18

NETWORK FILES

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DRIFT FLEET NOTES

Wed, 16 Aug 2017 08:55:58 GMT

Most notes are purely detailing basic information regarding the planets, of course. Things like what they ate, the weather, the customs; of course, there are also occasional mentions of strange things that had happened there, like Mafik's concerning illness.

Arslae Planet
FS Starlight
The HS Maldua
The Hotel Corona
The Sickly Moon
Sickly Moon Pt. II
Sickly Moon Pt. III
The Singing Planets
The Tri-Faction Star System
The Lagan Star System
The Lagan System Pt. II
The Lagan System Pt. III
The Rew System
The Safe Haven
Mafik, the Water Planet (deep waters)
The Corbius System
The Kayanni System

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Character Relationship Visualosities

Tue, 07 Mar 2017 09:14:42 GMT

NAMI } ONE PIECE
KATIE MCCOY } ORIGINAL
MISTY DAY } AHS: COVEN
MAGLOR } THE SILMARILLION
PEGGY CARTER } AGENT CARTER
MAKIE } BLADE OF THE IMMORTAL

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more horrible endverse stuff

Tue, 14 Jun 2016 00:37:48 GMT

Sam wakes beside Dean's dead body, gutted of Lucifer, lost and confused and trying to remember how words work -- he cries instead for a while: heavy, miserable tears, because Dean's dead and he can't remember why or how, just knows he should have been there to help him, should've done something to salvage him. He's got a broken neck, Sam can tell when he lifts him and shakes him gently. Crushed throat. Dad's never taught them first aid for this, just how to make a pyre, because they're too far gone now.

He puts a hand on Dean's old cheek, and summons the tattered remains of Lucifer's grace, whatever's left, anyway. It's easy to give Dean life, and the throat mends and lifts, spine repaired. Warmth drains back into Dean's skin and Sam breathes in relief. The hunt didn't kill him. That's good, isn't it? The hunt didn't kill him. He stands up, the knot in his stomach telling him Dean wouldn't want to see him anyway; he's a bad brother, he runs, he always runs.

He walks away.

Cas will find Dean later, the ex-angel scratched up but otherwise alive. Shockingly. He couldn't explain it -- but for some reason, just before the demons moved in to finish them all off... well, they just. Sparked out of existence. As if burned out of the bodies. Risa and Chuck hang back to help the few vessels that survived their possessions, while Cas carefully shakes his friend awake.

"Dean. Dean. It's over."

He may only be partly angel, but he feels it. He knows.

Lucifer himself is no more.

******

Sam walks.

He knows he did something bad, and he's scared of being in a panic room again. It's hard to remember where the panic room even came from; the memories are all fragmented, like every other part of him. He does remember having a home, in California. Maybe he should go back there, back where he remembers the best. The croats all avoid him, all step away from him when he asks them for directions. Someone panicked shoots at him, hits him twice in the chest and calls him the devil. The pain is temporary.

He apologizes earnestly for scaring them, and asks which way it is to Palo Alto, California.

Terrified, they tell him. He can't blame them for being scared. He's not a good person, he knows that much.

Later, as he huddles in the darkness of an old apartment, he sweats and shivers and the bullets pop out of his chest. Plip, plop. He sings old cassette tap songs as he waits, Seger and Led Zeppelin. The storm comes in heavy this night, and it's only when he can't stand the sound of his own guilty thoughts that he wanders out into it, letting the heavy raindrops clean his limp locks. The jacket of the white suit has been abandoned in a town before this one, with a note: 'To anyone who needs it.'

He doesn't feel cold. The bullet holes are just little fissures in his skin now, blood washing down his clothing and painting it different pinks.

Maybe there's something worth living for in Palo Alto.

He can't remember what exactly, but it's not like he can go back to Dean. He made too many mistakes. Dean would rather he be dead. That's what Dean wants to do, isn't it? Kill him. That's what he can remember. Dean wanted to do it. He remembers that much. Wanted it so bad, could see it in his eyes. From what he could see out of his own eyes, anyway. Screaming and clawing for consciousness, never reaching it. He swallows hard, rubbing the heel of his hand into his eye.

Don't look back. In California, he can finally rest. Heaven or Hell, doesn't matter.

But he'll find rest.

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Two Hunters and a Chef Baby

Fri, 26 Feb 2016 19:56:01 GMT

[Sam hasn't hunted a wendigo for a pretty damn long time, okay? They seem to be a dying breed; who knew that cannibalism was so last century, right? Splitting up in the middle of a wendigo case isn't always the wisest idea -- it's just, you know. Sometimes you fall down a mine shaft and you end up not with your partner. Whoops. Sam's trying not to focus on that. What matters here is finding the potential food sources of this creature. Three young kids went missing around here, and if they're lucky... they'll find all three, alive and waiting to be eaten.

If not... Sam doesn't like to think of that part of the job, either.

He holds the flare gun low at his side, sneaking around the winding passage ways. It's cold as hell, and it's dark as hell, save for those slivers of moonlight peaking through the boarded up holes far above him. He's trying not to use his flashlight too intensely, but there's only so much you can do before you need that light. He's been known to trip over his own feet.

Just... get this over with, get back to looking for a cure for Dean.

Easy enough.

Thank god his shoulder is healed for this shit. Barely even hurts now, and that's only from the cold seeping in.]

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permissions/warnings

Sun, 24 Jan 2016 03:06:34 GMT

[OOC]

Backtagging: Absolutely!! Backtag away. I usually only drop threads if they feel complete.
Threadhopping: Absolutely x 2 — I love threadjacking and the like.
Fourthwalling: This is fine! Sam fourthwalls himself. His canon is meta madness.
Offensive subjects: Sam's had a very rough existence, okay. So as it is, here are the things we could discuss opt-outs for and etc. Sam has been an addict and sometimes this could come up in heavier threads. I will usually warn for this in note section on a log/entry.

The primary one I am very, very careful on is Sam and sexual assault. Sam canonically has been molested, dub-conned, kidnapped/roofied, and forcefully possessed as far as season 12. His lack of agency is a big part of his character and his character's fears, but I will try to be sparse bringing these up, but they may come up if a topic or thread turn that direction. Sam has also been sexually assaulted during his time in Hell/The Cage (or I at least play this interpretation of him, if you don't believe it's canon), which is included because of the implications in-series that Sam was likely assaulted through dialogue from Lucifer, from Sam's hell memories, and other characters.

If you're a Lucifer player interested in threading or apping to where he is at any given time, I can definitely not mention this in interactions and bend things if it's very discomforting for you! I actually don't mention the potential sexual assault outside of limited situations or I make it very obscure; I only will mention it if the other player and I discuss it first, as it's something I don't bring attention to often compared to his addiction to demon blood or being possessed. It's also something I am fine with keeping very much on a down-low; it's a part of Sam's past, but it's not a huge portion of his character that I can't put aside for RP times.

Sam has been suicidal in the past — and he has suffered from a lack of self-worth, feelings of being lesser than others, guilt, self-blame, etc. If anything at all comes up in threads that make you uncomfortable, please message me immediately and we can change topics or edit/alter the thread. Sam has also had a bit of issue with mental illness, especially in S7, but he's in a relatively good headspace in Season 11, so this is probably not a huge concern!

[IC]
This is the permissions list for IC (in-character), activity.
Answer the following questions with "yes" or "no", as well as additional information if desired. With IC permissions, it's a good idea to elaborate on what other players can expect from your character if they choose to do any of the following:

Hugging this character: Yes! If he doesn't know your character or know them very well, he'll be awkward and very stiff-bodied, not wanting to hug back. If he knows your character pretty well, he'll certainly be more willing to hug. [insert graph that shows the higher the CR, the nicer the hug].
Kissing this character: Cheek kissing isn't too bad, but he'll be a little weirded out. Surprise kisses will startle him. Anything more than that is into discomfortland, which I don't mind playing out, but keep in mind CR might suffer depending on the situation.
Flirting with this character: Fine! Sam usually rolls with it.
Fighting with this character: Yes! Just keep in touch with me so we know how it plays out, or who does what. We don't have to figure out every single move, just what the outcome will probably be. :)
Injuring this character (include limits and severity): SURE YEA! If you're gonna hurt him super duper bad that will hinder him in some way, chat with me first. I don't mind beating him up, though. It's all good.
Killing this character: Talk with me! Chances are if he hasn't had health-related drama recently and he's prime pickings for doom and death, I'll be willing. I'm an awful person and he dies a lot anyway.
Using telepathy/mind reading abilities on this character: Go ahead, but it could impact CR negatively depending on the situation.

Warnings: Sam's a hunter, so that might be an issue for some CR. But he's a nice hunter without a black and white POV, so everything should be good. :)

Get your own copy of the IC/OOC Permissions meme!

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Application for driftfleet

Wed, 02 Dec 2015 07:09:58 GMT

10/24/17 notes:

Abilities in Drift Fleet:
Lull I : Your presence can have a calming effect. You can also help a sleeping target have a better rest.

OUT OF CHARACTER:
Name/Handle: Ashlee
Contact: ashtraydentist @ AIM | Trollin_Ur_Roys
Reference: KJ (Nami-mun)
Other characters: N/A

IN-CHARACTER:
Character name: Sam Winchester
Character journal: collegedropout
Series name: Supernatural

( CLICK TO READ APPLICATION )

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This is the End

Mon, 16 Mar 2015 08:53:33 GMT

The end of the world just happens.

Well, something like that. Sam isn't really very keen on where it began, other than when the Croatoan virus suddenly hit big in parts of the United States and burned outward in every direction; at this point, Sam had already said his goodbyes to Dean, had picked a hemisphere (non-literally, because he's not so sure he could forge plane tickets to China right this moment), started to try to correct his life. There were dreams, yeah, some Lucifer here and there to intrude on his privacy. But he was managing. Until, y'know. Shit hit the fan. In the end, phones went down, electricity, running water supplies. Places shut down. Boarded up. Humanity, trying to thrive. Lucifer, celebrating in his nightmares.

Sam never did speak to Dean again, after their final goodbye. Now he doesn't know if his brother is alive or dead out there.

Maybe he'll never know 'til it's too late. Or until he's dead. Sam's a pretty lucky guy, all things... considered. He's immune. Been bitten more than once even (covered by his jacket, because if people saw... well, he's not about to get mistaken for infected, even if they're only scar tissue now), though most of it was born out of a sick sense of penance. He's hardly afraid to go barreling into a horde of insane viral carriers if it means maybe saving one life who can't handle getting infected. He can go on supply runs for people, too. The more the world eroded away, the more he finds himself wandering from place to place, directionless and distraught.

This is all his fault. It's all on him.

He should have never let the devil out.

He should have never believed a demon could be anything but a twisted, ugly demon.

He should have... Should have done something different.

Bobby isn't in his home, Jo and Ellen are MIA, no signs of life from anyone he knows. No Dean. Just more people to help. Mouths to feed. Croats to kill. By the time he reaches a little place in California, he's exhausted, seeking out an abandoned building to rest up there. He uses his pack as a pillow and listens for any sounds of the infected. Or survivors. It's not like he can deny someone in need of help, in a mess he made. There's probably some big issue just around the corner. Danger. Right now, his only concern is actually getting a few hours of rest before the Devil comes to poke around inside his noggin.

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The Cabin

Tue, 12 Aug 2014 06:25:00 GMT

SEE: 2D FLOOR PLAN
SEE: 3D FLOOR PLAN

Current Inhabitants: Castiel, Sam Winchester, Rei Hino, Dean Winchester, Katie (80% of the time?), Jo
Probable visitors: Rosie Nurumi, Nami, Sanji

The cabin they are staying in is in mild disarray and is old — the wood is dull and there are a lot of blemishes and scratches. ~~Note that the wall with the open door is almost completely gone. It is mildly closed off by some old tarps.~~ The wall is likely all least fixed by now. ~~Also, there are definitely still holes in the ceiling~~. (likely fixed now) Also please note, they currently have very few items and the picture below is just for references. The comments section will be updated as new and obvious touches are done to the living space. Likely swarmed by dogs, cats, and maybe a rattlesnake. Animals are sometimes in the house, but there is not enough room for them so they are likely all out around the cabin.

There are wards/sigils painted all over, mostly likely covered up by frames, drapes or rugs. Courtesy of Castiel. The weirdo.

Sam has built a small and simple but effective stick fence around the garden to at least keep the non-burrowing animals out.

SAM IS CURRENTLY STARTING RENOVATION TO BUILD ONTO THE CABIN — GENERAL PLAN: START WITH LONG HALLWAY, BUILD ROOMS ONTO BOTH SIDES OF HALLWAY.

Pets located around the outside (and sometimes inside) of the cabin (until Sam makes a giant shed for them bless): Youma (Rei's cat), Adva (Castiel's cat), Pedro (Castiel's rattlesnake), Einsein the Hellhound (Castiel's), Riot and Bones (Sam's dogs), Dean Jr. and Sam Jr. (Terrible Terrors that hang out on their own accord)

Current Supplies:

• Old tin buckets / cans
• Wobbly table
• Old cabinet
• Crappy drawers
• Meager blankets / makeshift pillows
• Books
• Individualized backpacks
• One mattress

Mostly accurate visual images of cabin:

Image with their table, cabinet, fireplace, and front door:

Window opposite of the fireplace, just above sleeping space:

Window next to back door (from inside) / leaky and rickety ceiling:

Back door / back window (from outside):

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ENCHANTING SHIT.

Sat, 09 Aug 2014 22:45:49 GMT

SAM IS GONNA BE HIT BY KATIE'S (flickerflash ) ECHOES.

What does this mean?

Well, here's a handy timeline:

1.) Katie, on the 10th, will suddenly become a pooka again in an explosion of power. Sam will unfortunately be caught in this, and will be overwhelmed by his own echoes! He will be able to see them, and one very nasty problem with that is that Sam believes very strongly in Hallucifer being a creation in his head (he's not real, but Sam thinks he's real in how he's not real... it's complicated). Pretty much season 7 will happen. Hallucifer will be a concept made real by Sam's belief in him, so he will be just like Hallucifer in all the ways you're familiar with in canon. This also includes hellfire echoes in general, but those will at least fade out the more Sam believes they aren't real.

2.) After being enchanted hardcore, Sam will be told by Katie that he needs to get to the dream-catcher Tooth made and she enhanced for him for his shitty echoes/dreams, because this is as good as he's gonna combat it with his current state of mind. He will be suffering from hellfire mostly. He will have a log where you can run into him during his enchantment here, and he may even do something like pull a gun on your character or scare the holy shit out of your character. He will likely cut open his hand and try to use it to dispel some of the hellfire going on, so do with that what you will. During this time, Katie will be keeping Hallucifer, which is a very real thing in the fae terms (though NOT VISIBLE UNLESS YOUR CHARACTER IS ENCHANTED BY KATIE TO SEE IT). If you're interested in maybe helping KJ's character hold off Hallucifer or at least keep him busy, we can try to hash something out!

3.) After getting the dream-catcher, Sam will be temporarily protected by it. However, it won't last forever, and if Sam leaves the half-broken cabin he's made home recently, then the dreamcatcher WILL wear off bit by bit until he returns to his cabin. The dreamcatcher is mainly effective when bound to a specific location, pretty much. He will be using the dreamcatcher even as it slowly and inevitably starts failing.

4.) FOR YOU ALL!! Eventually Katie will probably enchant someone or a select few who she knows are close to Sam so that they can see what is ailing poor Sam there. Why is that? Because she will likely need help KILLING HALLUCIFER'S ASS. Once an echo gains a life of its own, the only real solution is to destroy it. Katie is pretty savvy on this stuff, so if you're interested in potentially helping Sam out and killing Hallucifer, holla at me.

5.) YAY NO MORE HALLUCIFER. Katie and Sam will hug and the sun will set and moose's dreams will be a little less horrid.

THE END.

If you have any questions, please don't hesitate to ask here or on plurk. I'll try to answer them. Or I'll make KJ answer them for me and get back to you if they're pooka or fae-related, because I am operating on her character's canon HAHA.

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TABLE O' CONTENTS.

Tue, 13 Aug 2013 06:08:53 GMT

CHARACTER INFORMATION / APP • IC CONTACT • FLEET JOURNAL.TXT • CURRENT BOOK COLLECTION • SAM'S CR JOURNAL • SAM'S CR VISUALOSITIES • HOW'S MY DRIVING • VISUALOSITIES • SAM PLAYLIST • PERMISSIONS/WARNINGS

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IC Contact.

Tue, 13 Aug 2013 05:56:48 GMT

"This is Sam -- just leave a message, I'll get back to you."

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How's My Driving?

Sat, 03 Aug 2013 23:26:35 GMT

( HEAD OUT ON THE HIGHWAAAAAY )

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Your Guide to Knowing Sam Winchester: Turbo X Edition (WARNING: SPOILERS)

Sat, 03 Aug 2013 08:29:18 GMT

( WARNING: HUGE AMOUNT OF GIFS. ENTER AT YOUR OWN RISK. )

And a lot of faults.

But he's not so bad.

So that's good.

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Application for adstringendum

Tue, 30 Jul 2013 08:52:59 GMT

( And it's hard to dance with a devil on your back, so shake him off. )

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